it's so damn long since i blog.. and.. our story finally ended.. I was the stupid one.. requested for da breakup.. becuz i felt that the relationship is so cold.. cold. No, never am i attracted to other guys, i still love euu. i tot everything will be still like usual.. nth will happen, but why i still miss euu so much.. I cried so muxh that didn't happen b4.. 2 hours, 3 hours.. i dunno when will my tears stop flowing.. i dunno when will my heart stop aching.. i dunno. i m hurt, becuz i carn be ur laopo anymore.. ya, maybe to euu it's so lame so childish.. maybe, eu didn't mind that much afterall i may be juxt one of ur galfrens.. done with this then go on to the next.. i dunno.. i need euu so badly. nahx.. maybe euu think i am wart, writing to complain again, blahx.. yea i am.. i want attention.. attention frm euu. Tell me wart to do.. Hurt. Hurt. Hurt. My eyes swollen, my heart ish numb, my whole body ish immoblised. why why again. i didn't blame eu, it's my fault. my fault to let euu go, but why carn euu keep me again and love me really lotx.. really lotx.. 3 mthx 2 days.. though it's short, but moi love for euu is genuine.. though in the past i did alot of things which irrked euu but, my love for euu is really true.. dun doubt me plx. since it's over, forget it..