hmm.. dar todae go work again le. i mishh him so much. we keep quarrelin nowadays worx.. hen sian lar.. but still lub him so much orrhx.. heex. hmm he finally call me le.. yearn to hear his voice so much.. yet afraid to voice out my desires.. hur hur..
suddenly me seems so lil lil confidence le orrhx.. sumhow i got the feeling i gonna lost him soon. no idea, but woman's instincts are always rite, correct..? lolx. aiyah. no pt thinking so much orrhx..
now me jux wanna find one job.. faster go work then earn money settle all my paymentx.. so fark. no money de life sark orrhx..
thinking back i seem so topid, got so many jobs yet i chose to work few daes then give up.. haix. if i perservere on, maybe gort money le orrhx. but lydat wun have time for dear le orrh..
dunno la.. hen sian. todae joanne msg to kao bei me.. nb.. haix.. dunno lehx.. hope she wun go destroy her life or watever lor.. that sin yang oso.. haiyox.. farkk him. lucky he didn't play her feelin.. if nort..
so bored. farking bored. bored.
ilu. <3
hmm.. ytd went en's chalet.. well not bad bahx.. quite fun lor.. went och and other places to explore.. initially very scary one.. but when go in.. kam pua bored. summore freaking HOt. lolx.
hmm.. after that we all go orrhx.. slept with dar.. so xing fu.. can hug him tight tight one.. but.. there kam pua cold.. coz we slept on the floor..
i dunno y.. nowadays alot of pple like to die die die.. lydat bery song mehx.. lydat can solve prob mehx.. lydat u tot the other party will pity euu mehx.. pui lar. well life is precious euu know.. those hu wanna die becuz of one minor setback is really coward lor.. no matter how hard the prob is.. one shd take face it instead of running away.. God bestowed this precious life to us.. well, y not treasure it.. respect life. it's not sth which u wan then take dun wan then sua de thing lo..
do euu know that somebody outta is fighting so hard for one tiny survival chance and yet there are pple trying to end their life becuz of minor setbackx.. well, it's really kam pua pathetic lor.. esp. those hu die for love.. omg.. wat is this.. die for sumone who's not worth dying for.. wat for.. use brain lar.. if euu wan die.. can. go ahead.. donate out ur organs lor.. to those pple hu really need it then die.. lydat die with honour.. somemore wun waste the life.. then go die lor..
parents bring eu up for so many yrs liao.. jux one word die then go die arh.. dun think of urself oso think abt them.. imagine ur child die.. how.. happy sibo.. nb..
dun always think of die die die lar.. and worst of all dun use die word to threaten pple.. if can use sth more original la.. haix dunno wart to sae.. hope THOSE hu wan to die one can realy go think whether it is worth it.