hmm, so long never blog le.. i change the song for this blog le.. sang by kim hee sun.. beautiful song. well, time flies.. now already sep. going to oct le ba//* surprised ba, i am still with my darling.. 6 mthx le orrhx... heex. hmm. going to seven months soon.. wow. but i really wana apologise.. apologise to my lil bebe.. sorry for everthing that i've done to hurt euu,,, i dun mean it. i love euu.

I didnt meant my stupid words.
I wanted to stare into your eyes,
and tell you i was lying all along.
I wanted to show how broken i was.
I wanted to show how much i care.
I wanted to cry.
I wanted to scream.
I wanted to die.
I wanted to kill.
I wanted to run into your arms.
I wanted to apologise.
I wanted to look at you.
I wanted to tell you.
I loved you.

That was how i feel when i said sth that was not meant to be said out, not meant to be done. i apologise. sorry my dearest.. i love euu i really do. <3

Next week goin genting with enci and my laogong..hee.. hope wil be a nice trip, carn wait to go... that dummy jonathan so ke ai.. think of going genting untill crazy le.. lOlx*

now that i have him, i wanna learn so much to cherish him.. but sumtime i jux carn.. i jux hope for sth simple. jux a simple love. nth else.






sadded laine.
[darling i love euu]