oppx.. me come here blog again le. well so bored.. today those o level pple take results.. me nehx.. still wondering how to go about my dae thingy.. ARGH. how i wish i hadn't make that decision then.. perhaps now i'm still living n fortune. =D yar.. kitty mao mao comin out todae.. so by sat can reach lex.. aww i miss
her man. how i wish i can go look for
her.. but hard.. still needa get hold of my passport first. =( today's weather is pretty bad.. haix. meeting rara @ 5 wondering if i wld be late..
hmmm.. me and dar's relationship gonna come to a year le.. myabe to euu guys is not much a deal.. but to me.. it's pretty pretty much. this ish the first time.. first time i ever got a so so long relationship.. perhaps he's meant for me.. but hu knows wart maybe happen few yrs down the road.. love? haix. sumtimes i really hope to grasp it tight.. but when i do that, i'm always the miserable time. that's me.. either i love euu like hell.. or i dun gib a damn. i carn sit on the fence.
darling if euu really wan the past me.. please make me fall deeply in love with euu again.
peng yu.
in no particular order,-list down 3 people you talk to online,-4 people you see at school/work,-2 teachers,-3 people you love going out with and-3 people in your sms inbox
1.jing en
2.jing xiang
3.donovan
4.rara
5.titi
6.uncle
7.auntie linda
8.sharsi
9.john lim
10.rara
11.darlin
12.peng yu
13.jessica
14.enci
15.eleanor
So what do you think of number 4? she's a great buddy..
How would you feel if number 4 slapped you? She wouldn't. i guess..
How nice is number 6? him??? always suan siao.. lolx..
On a scale of 1-10,how good looking number 5 is? not bad..
Will you ever fall for number 11? i'm in love with him now.. haha
Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident,what would you do? that wld be furnie.. but i carn do anything.. can i??
What sport would you play with number 12? wow.. him.. anything i supposed he can win me over anything too. =X
What if number 1 got a boyfriend? that will be great for her.. my sista lehx..
Do you hate number 9? omg.. him.. ya.. euu will hate to love him. =o
How much do you like number 2? my fav buddy.. known for years..
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple? hmm.. WEIRD.
Would 14 one day kill you? haha.. that's beri hard to sae//*
Who do you like more?3 or 10?? that's crazy.. of cuz my rara//* donovan?? =X
the end
hmm.. so long nbr update le.. nowadays happen quite alot of thingx.. haix.. i oso dunnoe actually.. it's raining again and me sitting alone in da living rm listening to shan hu hai.. i suddenly felt blur abt my future.. the pple whom i knew.. blahx.. i miss him but i know it's not an actual fact of wart he's displaying.. sounds chim? i think so too.. but still i carn give out too detailed detailx.. so, jux hid it in my lil hart.. nobody will come and know,,, no gossiping will occur anymore..
sumtimex i really felt that i'm a lil biatch.. yearning more and more thingx.. i jux carn be satisfied with jus a thing there.//* felt sad for myself.. i felt that i'm really choking myself with stuffx too much.. i jux need sumone to love me n share my probx.. i jux need sumone to keep me company for whole dae.. i swear i wun get sick.. a person there,, is better than thinking rubbish alone. i dread that saddening and suppressing feeling..
i suddenly felt alone again.. not really like last time when most of the time i'll hab my darling's company.. now = empty
i miss the time when i'm in msia.. it's fun.. @ least when it comes to nite all my fren will come ard and we'll go out to play.. in sg?? work, at home work at home.. if nort go out.. i miss my sistax too.. but i think we r drifting apartx.. i guess? haix. or maybe i'm the one drifted apart frm them.. i dunnoe.
sumhoe when i think back.. i maybe rather silly,, LOVE, BF?!?! do they really must be in the first place..? like i sae,, initially it's always sweet but when it comes to the end.. wart have euu really got for urself?? WARt? i'm not sure myself too.
MY DREAM,,, when will it eva come?? [tearx dropping]
SHAN HU HAI,, by jay & lara [fav]
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