"i wanna be his real wife and stay with him forever.. but izit possible? i'm afraid of yert another broken promise.. i hope everything can be like now.. i love euu n euu love me. swiitx and simple.."

"i love euu. and please.. dun leave me k, i dun wan euu to be part of my memory..euu r my forever. muackx. <3 "

familiar..? they did come out of my previous bloggie updates b4.. cried so hard jux nw.., i realised, i miss him. suddenly, felt that he's missin frm mua life.. no idea.. but when he msged me and told me that he's wrking hard so to earn money for my schooling and the money he's yet given me.. my tears jux gathered and flown down.. he said he wanna earn lots of money.. so that we can go wherever we wan, he can go abroad with me.. he said he enjoyed the most with me when abroad.. i felt his presence again.. maybe mua hart ish soft bahx.. when typing the above things, my tear tear drop down again.. weak ah..

i felt that i really hab let him down.. he say he wan to let be the happiest woman.. he say he really will change.. but i didn't believe him.. now nth matters anymore,, hope he really will change for the better bahx//*

on the other hand wart abt her? i jux hope to be alone.. and think.. haix. all rubbish.












laine.

todae ish thurs.. tml ish fri le orrh , good fri summore.. parents not wrking.. tml goin church, and i dragged rara along too. nine service. argh. early arh.. lolx.

went inside again.. to hab my hair dyed.. sian.. colour not bright enough i think.. quite dull.. but not bad. quite cheap only.. service good lar.. lolx. poor rara, sit there pei me until my hair ish done. but really thankx lotx gal. i lub euu..

she sae she's sick todae.. so didn't meet up.. sad,, lol. it's ok.. i'll try my best to try not to think so much.. =) yea..

tml goin anson road for career orientation, well, dunno wat da hell ish there.. maybe jux go see see lor.. then go far east see ang kong. motivated to hab another body art le orrhx.. but hab to edit my old one first.. so ugly argh. lolx.

sian.. @ home boring.. hoping to do sth out of exordinary like travelling out of town to sumwhr faraway to stay.. sick of sg and msia.. haix. i wan sumone to love love me.. i wan to be sumone's wife.. stay @ home tgt.. he cum home i cook for him, then watch tv tgt, go out tgt.. romantic outing.. wow. haixx.. yea, maybe next time i'll really migrate.. to sumwhr more peaceful,not like sg.. so city.. haix..

i wanna be white white.. maybe will learn my sis enen go biao pai.. lolx. crazy arh.. initially i scolded her crazy de.. now my turn to crazy too. lol. i wan lost fats.. i wan be skinny skinny.. bestlike rara lydat.. but.. hard lar.. lolx. i wan hab long sliky hair.. dunno will how long sia.. but my now de hair longer le. so happy. lolx

hmm.. let me show one lyrics.. kapo frm my sista de blog. christian song. meaningful.


As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need

In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see

When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus:Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you

Lord, you know it’s just
of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you oh

Chorus
I can’t imagine me without you




-laine laine loves euu-

yox yox.. todae ish fri le.. hmm ltr still gotta go hab my driving theory lesson.. hoho.. so bored nehx. but no worry, after that go in jb again.. DYE my farking hair. lolx. then look for my swiithart.. she's damn ke ai one ok.. love love her so much, jux like i love rara. HAHA.

Feelin quite tired le,, haix. sian. hmm, anywae me gonna recommend a nice song.. that's zhi xiang ai ni by rainie.. ohh, she's another sweetie pie//* LOVE her too.. AND and yi yan wan nian by S.H.E.. ohh..


我终于还是说了一句我爱你 还记得那个微凉夜里
天空正飘着小雨心跳的声音 像舞动奇迹
你看着我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心
别傻了快点喊停
你那么冷静 忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问
我终于了解原来为爱流的眼泪 也是种甜蜜滋味

只想爱你
当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己 可以为爱那么坚定
只想爱你
好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性不管你做任何决定
究竟爱我还是逃避
Sorry 我还是不会放弃爱你