hihi.. today ish sunday le.. guess wart? time flies ya.. well, so bored.. haix.. ytd went sentosa with mua ex classmates.. and one of them lost his phone.. felt pretty sad for him. burt when i came to know that he's jux concerned abt his jux knew chiobu's nos.. i felt dissapointed. damn. talk so much, in the end concern abt this kinda thing only. lolx. tot wart impt.

i suddenly felt myself very very lost.. dun really know wart to do anymore.. thingx kinda became more complicated and confused.. hu to blame? perhapx.. i'm the only one to be blamed for all this.. i did this.. everything started frm me.. jux felt like a lil bitch now. perhapx, superficially i really am. =(

i can only visualise.. visualise our memories.. and then sob after that. i hate it. for the past few weeks i was really feelin terrible. esp @ nite. esp when i'm alone. perhapx, he really meant so much to me. but it's jux one perhapx.

memories are meant to be foreva.. and it'll always be.. perhapx few yrs down the road, it may seem like nought, but sumhow, it still did an impact in ur life b4,,,





[-i hate to hear the sound of euu
walking away from me-]
laine laine loves euu~*

todae ish tuex. no good. in the morning broke mirror then follow by that.. go court wan hear hearing in the end, pple dua.. then come liao, sit outside wait.. then my mama come back sae this and that, follow by my papa//*

i really feel sad, cry untill the both eyes already swollen.. i miss him, i love him,, but he doesnt seem to care anymore. why..... what they sae really came true? dunno.

i miss all the thingx done with him.. we play with eachother.. sing song with eachother.. cry with eachother.. eat with eachother.. sleep with eachother.. i love it wheneva i encounter some kind of danger he will help me shield.. i miss tat him.. i miss his hug. i jux miss him. but he's jux so faraway frm me..

i love euu baby.
[shi jie wei yi de ni]
就算世界与我为敌 我也愿意 我什么 都愿意


















laine ish sad.

i feel sad.. i think i'm on the verge of losing this "frenship" le.. so long le.. one dae liao.. she still hasn't msg me.. wondering why.. wondering wart ish she doing.. wondering if she's still angry over that matter.. that dae i saw her,, she seems rather aloof. but she told me she enjoy the cake the evrything.. wondering whether izit true not.. i hope that time will jux stop @ that moment.. the moments we once shared.. the happy times we once had.. but.. can time jux stop ther..? no..

it'll be so awesome and wonderful if it does.. pple wun be sad anymore. i really miss her alot,, she's once sucha a cuttie,, but.. i dunnoe wart she's thinking seriously.. i hope.. we can return to that past.. the past which filled with so many happy momentx.. the time when we played tgt in cs.. the time when we enjoy eachother's company.. so much so much. i miss everything.

U jux meant so much to me.
I hope one dae, euu can see this... feel wart i feel too. regardless of wart i did.
I'M SORRY,,,








lourve ya* laine.