hmm.. todae ish tues le. life is still so boring. i got a new bf le.. but so what.. i dun even know whether he's trustable.. failures brought the current me here.. i'm no longer the naive one. but still love to live in a non reality world. i love to deceive myself. ending up to cause myself getting hurt.
i saw the tagging frm ger. she said r/s comes and goes.. it's the memories that matter.. but u know wat.. i hate the memories most.. they r the most hurting onex.. i rather lost all my memories on it than to keep it. they r hell.. sumtimes i jux hope that time stops there.. but.. no. one still hab to go on. to whr? i find myself living in a more meaningless state. no idea what to do. to do what. everything is rubbish.
beginning to think that pple r fake. they sae they love u.. but do they..? guys play gals.. can gals play them back too? i miss him and him. really miss the time when we r tgt. but u know. time cannot travel back.. if they can i wld rather jux live in there and dun move. pple change.. but why a drastic change.
some pple they r despicable. they can have u and @ another moment hab sumone else.. they sae they r selfish.. they sae they hab reasonx.. but all excuses to self consolation.
everything that come thus far allow me to see the other side of the world. black~
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