sian wor. tues todae.. went sch and came back le. maybe ltr goin orchard with rara. damn boring boring boring. lolx.

heh, i dun really like the lecturer for public relation. haix. sarky kinda strict. damn.. nowadays hab to report to sch le. cuz.. lecturers got head count de leix.. siao siao. omg. hate it. morning nine DAILY!! wahlao. can euu imagine.

thinking back.. heh. i dun go sch de. pon and pon. but go sch oso good. @ least better relationship with classmates.. i mean not that strained sumhow. well..

hmm.. thought of wat ning tagged in my bloggie. well, she and xiao jun broke off. think it's hard on her. can see that she did put her effort into this r/s but xiao jun. erm.. no comment. still dilly dally. omg, nonsensical. sumhow it's their r/s, i carn comment much. i jux hope ning will find a better parther. well,, love her, take care of her blah blah.. sumhow she's a nice gal,,














changi airport.

see this pic? hehe anywae, took it when travellign towards changi airport. walao so nice lei. i mean y am i goin there? dun mistaken, well.. michelle la. kuku.. go one tampines then anyhow go round and round then ended up to AIRPORT?! lolx.

but anywae. nice scenery there.. magnificent view of the runway.. wow and the towers the sign boards.. haha













ah bibi..
heh heh`~ he finally let me take a pic of him. pretty him. lol














me me. took @ his hse de~




haiya raining le. damn. i think i can jux stay @ home. lolx. can bah. end here le. btw, tml teaching tuition again. rather fun though. misses*

hmm. now @ darling's hse. well, todae ish sundae. so fast. time passes quickly. well, ytd went out with mic. went to give letters to jeffrey's parents. well miss him but i know he'll be out soon. then went ecp then went around and around in her car to tampines.. for dunno how many hours finally reached home @ 4. heex. ytd is halloween, i didn't even realised that.

haix, boring boring and boring. wanting to go library ltr. well, to borrow sum books and read. to enrich myself. well, i wanna improve on my intellecture skills. no more kiddy things already! It's time to step on the more mature route.

tml gonna teach tuition le. excited. euu know wart my frens very sickening de. when they eard i'm going teach, they give me that kinda face.. and said.. euu goin to teach them ow to becum bad bad ar.. -_ damn!!! dun belittle me hor. siao siao. chao chao i oso gonna complete my diploma liao la.. last time oso in that kinda best class de lor. express top class lo. humpf. what teach ppl bad things. omg. lolx.

haiya//* i wanna jian fei. fatty me. and ya be skinny skinny. well saw kailing and huilin todae @ mac. kailing becum so skinny liao wah liao. no longer like last time. but prettier la. huilin nbr really change. still as sweet and pretty. =) long time didn't hang out with my ex classmates le. except for yuyu, jing, mag and ju. well smac gang afterall. lolx.

nvm. think gonna stop here le. dunnoe what to write oso lolx. tata.

hihi everyone.. well well today fri wor. eve of depavalli.. no sch sia. slept untill two plus. so damn tired. juju went over my house to stay. till sun. hahaha~ hey todae my darling's bd wor.. HAPPY BIRDDAY to euu!! =p =p beat 23 times ytd le. well it was rather happy ytd.. though we did quarrel.. over nonsensical things again. not really like quarrel but sumhow like attitudes u know. i know he got fault. and of cuz me too.

hmm.. ytd went bugis. i woke up damn early ytd. tot of goin to sch.. yet i pon again. then jio ju to go out after pondering whr to go. we finally decided bugis. went pool fusion to play pool then went lunch and met rara to tok and shk awhile. after that we decided to do back pool fusion. fark. saw that pubor. nono. actually didn't see her de. but ju told me she was behind. i was like.. hmm.. okie.. then she told me.. she left after seeing me ard. wtf.. i bth ending up msg her.. y see me dun dare to come in ar.. and keep insisting that she return me my stuffs. farker. she sae she go cigarette mah.. not avoiding me..

haha. fark it la hor. buy cig buy for 2 hours one ar.. siao kia. after that i told her to watch her attitude lor.. and guess wat she told me.. wat year alrdy still play ah lian. knn, i kum pua dulan lor. cb, dunno hu @ outside tok untill wu leng wu hoe,, act sak sak lydat. cb. i told her she buay song jux come la hor. wtf, hum jux sae dun need siam me de. if euu sae dun play ah lian stuff, i dare euu dun tok and act like ah lian. dumb.. steal pple thing de farker. somemore she's hu.. a gal whom used to be my close sista. backstabber. forgave her again and again. yet treat me lydat like idiot.

ju was like asking me, what if she jux come in wat will i do?? seriously i dunnoe. i carn jux go forward grab her and slap.. cuz of this.. i slap her.. abit ridiculous.. unless she wan che me. fine.. i play with her. jux so dissapointed. =( nvm. stop toking abt tat cb kia. i even deleted her frenster frm my acc le. soon i'll pay her a visit and get my clothes back. jux dun force me till i do ugly things. knnb ccb. so pissed!!!

sian ar sian. darling wrking. dunnoe wat to do. oso dunno wart to do ltr. he bd.. yet i carn find anything or plan anything for him. well well.. bd. hmm. i tot of maomao again. it's jus few mths ago, when i cracked my brain to do sth meaningful on his bd. bought a cake ask him to meet me @ citysq.. then sang song blah blah. it was a surprise though. well, he seems like.. not really interested. nvm' the past me was like so in love with him. now de me. no longer. maybe he's outta my mind. instead, he's the one coming to me now. hai sian.





happy bd my dear.
muackx.
miss my sistax.

hmm.. today ish boring. sumhow after i went sch.. went paragon.. then i headed home.. well.. today bought those face thingy for $156 sia.. lucky enuff money. phew. hmm.. reached home kinda early.. then me eat my lunch called rara.. then,, use com.. and went to sleep after that.. so bored. so nua. somehow i felt i have lost the initial enthusiasm i have le. i've already not so enthusiastic upon going out. not so excited to see anyone anymore. felt numb incompleted.

msg darling several times. he claimed that he's sleeping sleeping and sleeping.. cuz sore eyes. poor him. but it's not very nice to sleep so long too i guess. sumhow for the whole dae was expecting his msg.. but,, end up it's me whu msg him. maybe he's really not feeling well. i dunnoe. i'm habing a terrible headache too. hurtx. but still bother and at least care to know wat's going on with him. it's okie. maybe everything gonna come to an end..

yup, decided to switch off my phone. decided to cut myself off from other pple.. prevent myelf to be hopeful of somebody's msg.. and avoid myself to see irritating msgx. anywae phone is spoilt too.

well got this from ju's blog. this ish wart huijin shard. yup.. felt a sense of touch too,,

they went on a mission trip to thailand not long ago. there, they visited this couple. the man was completely blind. the woman was blind in one eye and partially blind in the other. their house, no light at all cos no use also.

huijin and her congregation went to pray for healing. they prayed, nothing happened. so they all went off to visit others. aftr that huijin and a couple others were discussing, and she said, "let's go back to pray over that couple again". so they went. they prayed. however, second time, nothing happened again.

after that they realised, praying cannot be forced upon others. cos the couple only speak thai, only understand thai. so, they dont know what they were praying for. then they informed the couple their purpose. then they ask whether they would like to receive this blessing. the translator translated their purpose, and the couple finally understood.

after the session, the woman suddenly counted the number of people in the room. before that she couldnt even see how many people there were in the room. but now she could. then not long after, the man said, "i can see your hand",,,

what do euu think.. felt a tinge of touch? =)

watever it is, i know God has his way of doing things. but somehow, i'm still depressed. SENSITIVE me.

i dunnoe wat's wrong with me. jux felt upset. over him and maybe other matters. i love him wor.. but then does he loves me as much? it's still questionable. i dunoe wart he's thinking. i carn feel the assurance. i feel uncomfortable.. jittery all over. cuz i'm afraid one dae he'll jux stop loving me. one moment he'll jux ignore me. i'm very scared of lonesome. it's terrifying.

how i wish that sumtimes.. time can jux stop there.

though sumtimes i can jux mention breakup almost so easily. but deep down it hurts a thousand.. sometimes it's jux that sudden impulse that u an things to be over. maybe i'm that kinda person hu likes things to be done fast and swift over and done wit that kinda thing. dun like to drag and drag. but irony is i do beat abt the bush and run away from probs. complex.

it's okie. i hope evrything ish fine. tml sch again le.. 9..
damn tiring.
after that will go to a dermalogist. all those blemishes.. omg. dunno whr the hell they come frm. itchy. maybe it's the usual allergy i suffered frm. better go see a doc.

that's all.

hey hey.. todae.. exam sia.. last note stressed cannot sleep.. but finally it's over.. took me 3 hours to complete that bloody paper. but anywae, gotta wait till fri b4 habing another one. lol. sian lei. nowadays keep sticking ith my dar. but of cuz, i still go out with ma frens. hohoho// toking abt it.. tml goin kbox with jing. wulala.. then go dinner with gl bah.. then ltr go darling's hse sleep. i miss his bolster.. omg. haha. u know. i didn't realised that he actually got webcam de lei.. powerful.. took sum picx. haha. well.. so long nbr take le ever since i last hab my 7610. haiyaya,, but nvm la.

anywae, yup. 2 weeks ltr then go back eq. then perhaps i'll tell the boss that i'm quiting. sian dunnoe wart i shd work hor after pub.. boring boring boring. i'll miss eq. certainly will.. working with my gals r absolute fun and of cuz get to know diff wacky pple. nice pple okie. i'm like wondering.. if i nbr work in eq.. sumhow, the current me wun be ard. seriously, i learnt many things frm diff pple. there r really so many diff types of pple.. rich ones, pervert ones, nice ones, frenly ones.. blah.. anywae, yup. good experience frm there.