xiao didi are meant to be played. esp those below 19. not to ns yet. ah beng seh. THEY JUST DUNNOE HOW TO THINK,, summore keep hong and hong. knn. i hate these kinda pple. but i wun give up. i'll love to hab my victory,,

10 signs of a hongster

1. frensters alot of charbo, few tarbo
2. ask gal to give msn. not a few, but almost all
3. MANY exs.. uncountable.
4. pai kia seh
5. anyhow can ask pple for stead
6. gian song king
7. hp alot charbo contacts few guy contacts
8. always tok to gal
9. think he yandao or style
10. alot of gan mei meix.

*just my assumptions, may not be true.



WELL,, whie i started toking abt this kinda hongster thingy,, cuz sumhow, those hongsters happen to always leave foot print in my life. it's detestable. but thinking back, things carn be blamed too. sum pple jux wan more than sufficient. not contented. i'm like one of them. however, too much of it will cause harm. jux dun understand why pple cannot jus be steady and settle down. maybe one word. they haven GROWN up yet. IMMATURED,, euu know. well, immaturity does include me in it too. i dun deny the fact, but @ least still knows how to think abit.

things kinda get bored recently, contradicting too. i starting to get sick of sth again. like wart a fren of mine hab said. well life for me is like a cycle, rewinding itself along the wae, not advancing. i'm stuck in that senario again. "i know i like him de. cuz of the fact that i like him, and he's a hongster.. well it leaves me to EXTREME depression." --- well, that's wart a fren hab said. see, hongster can do this much to a person. leave a person with insecurity, sadness and depression. SO, i detest hongsters. argh.

but wat can i do.. i can do nth at all, the fact ish these kinda pple do exist. how i wish that one dae, there wun be hongsters & hart breakers. then life will be peaceful. No matter how well one can say and praise, all is jus nothing but words. euu hab no idea wat the person ish thinking abt. euu hab no idea wat the person is trying to plan and do. so sadded.



anonymous quote:
"i wish so much to give up, but jus dun bear to.. and if i give up now, there will be a sense of unsatisfaction within me. cuz' the person ish not memesrised by me yet,, and i haben hab my final victory.." EVIL.



BUT I STILL LOVE MY DEAR DEEPY,, hope our story will be never ending *regardless of wart,,
[laine loves him,,]

MOODLESS
knnbccb,,

[artistic mii,,]



haix sian. quarrel with him again. wth. keep ignoring me and give no response when i tok. then pek chek kup fone. he claimed he was angry,, due to the fact that i went LOT ONE!!! for god sake i tell him where i went, tell him what happened lor.. as if ii camp there for one hour lydat.. i really haix. if he angry in the first pace can tell me de lor.. it's very ill manner to like no response when i toking. dunnoe la. sian.

love my baobei joslyn. met up with her @ lot one, with ning, her fren, xiao yong and esmond. xiao yong sickening. keep bully me. wtf. haix too bad bei cannot ton, if can sure good de.

haix. now 3am liao. toking to xiao xing,, so sian. dunnoe wart to tok.

tml got sch sch sia.. 9am. sob. must force myself up le. =(

sian. xmas dunnoe wan go whr. sian ar sian ar sian ar. tml oso dunnoe will go for movie nort. maybe not.. cold war sial. hais. y lydat ar. think our r/s getting so colder. and he starting to scold me le. like go and die, fark.. blah blah. maybe he doesn't care le. nvm. i carn do much too. probably i shd jux lt go abit more. hu knows lydat maybe less quarrels.. cuz wun be communicating much ma.. show euu all an example;

more communication = more conflicts = more quarrels

therefore, less communication = less conflicts ; gradually leading to less quarrels.
thus, we shd jux communicate less =(

DAMN, that's not wat i hope. wat i hope it's a fairytale r/s. but too bad. life is still a reality, with unexpected circumstances to look after,,

-end-

hihi.. so long nbr blog le. anywae, nowadays keep raining. and now 4 liao hor.. siaosiao`` went lot one jux now. actually gonna meet that topid phoenix de, but he eleven plus then reach.. gong kia then wait for him ar.. me and joslyn bei ent to look for xiao yong and guys.. went smoking, then after that went down,, Slack outside masc with ah xing and gang. lolz. cham ar, nowadays pple keep saying i look like sixteen seventeen onlie. so young meh. excuse me,, eighteen liao leix. SOBX

aiya but fun time slacking with ah xing they all. ah xing is definately a joker. of cuz i'm one of them can. i'm an entertainer too okie. lolx.

saw shi jun too.. he jux tapped on mi shoulder,, i tot hu sial. then msged me he changed no. le.. -.- after that me and bei went home le lor.. everytime @ lot one will see that wu gui one lei. always one straight face. he looks weird. haa.

RAIN ar RAIN,, keep raining. so cold lor. jux now talk with ah bibi oso will tok untill quarrel. dunnoe why, maybe i'm too demanding ba.. thinking back, last time when i was with derek, well, i was demanding too. peng yu was like condemning derek blah blah,, when we met up ytd. lolx.

but anywae, maybe i no quarrel whole body uncomfortable. or maybe my expectation too high till he carn meet. dunnoe. he no good de la. always make me angry, but i still love him nar. somemore dunno how to hong pple de. =( always sai nei only. listen long le oso sian la. bibi ish so straight, be romantic abit nar. HUMPF!

missh my bei. well, lucky always got her acc. if not sure sian one if i alone @ lot one, =p

haiyaya.. i'm not goin sch tml le. psssss,, time to sleep. NITEX~

those comic strips were the ending of deathnote. getting almost to the end was so exciting and interesting. my heart was pounding so hard. to think that light actually dies so pitifully and ya abit ugly for his death. though his actions were alittle too far on sum senarios but i was silenting hoping that N will be killed in the end. pity to sae N wins. well, it's clever for them to be brilliant. but ultimately the most brilliant one will still be the writter. cuz he design those plots!!

get back to the ending. pple still wanna kira back. but sad to say, he's gone. indeed the world is so black.

very sad to sae, i lost my dearest ah bibi. he's jus so bad. maybe we dun understand eachother. i neber sae it's ur fault or my fault. i'm so stupid, i know that's no such thing as perfect love in this world. i miss everything done with him. maybe i shd jux stay lonesome for now. for so long i nbr hab the feeling of being single,, maybe now can.. i know i'm irritaing detestable watever. i jux wan him to hong me, cheer me up with happy words. he sae wat he always wait for me for 1 or 2 hrs cuz i go meet frens.. wat is this. when did it evr happen. i HATE him la.

FARK off guys. no one is nice.

ahah.. nowadays keep reading deathnote. cuz anime very slow wor.. so manga still de best. oh my god. so nice lei.. keep me so engrossed. DEATHNOTE best!!! watever it is. yea. nowadays so lazy to go out. got pple jio go out but in the end neber go!! sadded ar. miss my bei joslyn. long time didn't hang out with her le.

and shi jun.. wah the mention of this word buddy makes my blood boils. haix. wat buddy. i dun gib any damn anymore. he msg me with this buddy thingy in it, i care oso never care jux delete. bad rite but that word jux irritate me. so pple. stop mentioning that u r my buddy or watsoever.. bro or sister. well i'm fine.

and tt topid terrance wanna xian hui min. ask me help.. and ask me for her no. wtf??? i'm like. y shd i??? it's euu and her matter, well guys.. no matter how much they sae they love eu.. it's totally fake and vague. but i'm fine with it. he jux needa a parter to satisy his lonesome. anywae he's out of twl le. based on xiao zhiwei` i carn care much abt him.

boring. soon i'll be rther busy for my projects, argh. gonna rush thru them and soon my exams will come. and. yeah grad dae. studies are really bored. but workin is more thn jus boredom. it's irritant. fancy jus imagine euu hab to put on that fake smile and be a good employee in front of ur boss.. omg.

the more i read deathnote the more i find it's interestin. well, if one dae such thing happen. hmm, it'll be so interestin. but a pity, L is dead. i kinda miss this char in the book. and most of all.. i love RUUK.. lolx. he's 100% cute alrite. light is despicable. sumhow i still prefer L.. hmm.. M and N started to appear. interesting though. they kinda take over the peculiar side of L. but nevertheless i strongly recommend DEATHNOTE!! nice manga.. wooo..