hehe. ytd slack @ lot. so boring. went to catch MR BEAN!! lame show. but anywae.. ya. then topid go stamont.. dunnoe how to spell.. wanna bug cig de. no menthol end up bought two pack RED one. omg! make my throat so dry. anywae.. ltr going bugis. buy things. ANDY VONNE sae VERY HOT. he so idiotic can. wan then go dun wan then sua. troublesome boiboi. lolx. BYEBYE.


ii love baby boi DANIEL. but he dumb dumb. bluff me. sae will wake up, till now oso haben. =X

hmmm.. ytd went to look for jasley @ her BUTTERFLY pubby. lolx. with lincoln, dear dear, baobei and y y. we sat and drank abit then sua to lollipop look for ah boi and xiao ken. surprisingly, alex oso there too! lol. lincoln know ah boi lor. then like link here and there. lolx. we hab a fun time there. open one martel, in the end alex's gf help us pay abit. steady la she. she's skinny and cute frenly too.. but sadded to say, when we all high high wan go home ler, got one mad gal come che my dai ji. knnn.. i accidentally walk past her and shove her.. then i po sorry ler euu know,, she jux buay gian die die come che me daiji. knn..

then still grab my chin. @ that time so shio.. i &%*$^! back. wan fight liao. then pple jux pulled me away.. xiao ken they all blocked that charbo in the end dunno y got hit untill her..stupid ah boi just grab me all the way to toilet to stop trouble.

in the end. @ outside we shake hand say sua sua.. but she jux dun wan pang sua. then kbkp again. kenna screened by police then we went to sit @ kopitiam. once again she's here and find trouble. make me again. KNN! then i really very dulan ler. got up and shouted in the public lei. they all sae so many pple very sia suay i still cont. shout. LOLx. idiot rite. but jos and ah boi keep yanked me away. then accidentally hit ah boi's head. very funni de lar. tok behind several times.. i even took off my heels wan go seh the charbo liao. then pple pushed here pushed there. commotion! before that SHE even hit y y and linda(alex's gf) lor. chao her. me, yy and linda preparing go take thing to fight back ler. cuz the other party sae take kc come down mah. nbm, in the end nbr then sua sua. i tot relac satu corner can be fren ler but she still sae wart now matter solved nth, but next time du tio, dunno will got thing alrdy nort. pple po ang sun tong lei. SO SCARED bodoh. she wan come play this kinda thing jus come only..

HAHA. jux wait lar hor. i kampua humji de.. HAIYO!
nowadays jux alot of rubbish coming in. wondering y.. LOLX.

but really, thanks to xiao ken BRO and baby. they r the ones hu really help. if not for xiao KEN hu shouted @ me to ask me diam and keep peace, matter sure worst. give xiao ken face scared he kenna go in sit again, i relent abit. nevertheless, jux hope we wun du tio eachother again. euu all wan, better beat me to death, dun let me hab that single bitx of breath.. if not all those come de jux wait death la hor.

after that topid thing, we went back to 302 eat eat ler then go home ler. enjoyed so much with baby. our promise eh? i'll keep it de. ii just love him to bits.

euu jus sark like hell, nbr gonna tok to euu anymore. no matter how much i tok to euu. no matter how much reasoning, jux wun get thru ur farking head. i hab enuff. euu wan jux come get it and fark off. BITCH. from today onwards, we r no longer frens. euu wanna me to hate euu so much rite. so be it, i'll HATE euu.

NOW then i know ADRIAN CHAN ish such a badide. all along i thought he was good, even when we broke up, i still think he was alrite. but now. he jux gave me that really awful impression. firstly. he fooled with sumone, and made that sumone felt so cheated. secondly, he insisted that he broke up with me saying wat i always make a fuss with him over small matters. WHICH actual of factly, i break up one okie. cuz he nbr pay much attention to me and as if i got bf like no bf @ all. please get all ur facts rite! (:

stop talking abt AC ler. jus irritated. i shall jux completely erased him away frm my memory. not even that song shall reminds me of him.

hmm, let's tok abt ytd. i went bugis with dearest. he wanna buy shades..

and then after that we proceeded to yoshinoya eat eat then go pool fusion wait for my fren, juju to off work. actually we all supposed to go LOT tgt de. but baby la, say i carn play billard cuz of my dressing. =X haha. end up hab to go judy's hse borrow one jacket.

when me and ju reached lot, we went up k pool. many were there.. they including yu wei, ah orrh and a few la, jux stared at me. maybe cuz of that yellow big big jacket, make me look like BANANA!! lolx. gerald, forever with that smile, looked @ me and asked me, why break with adrian.. then i rantle and blabber and ya.. awhile ltr, we went downstairs to look for daniel, BB.

slack awhile @ mac outside, we went up again go play pool&billard. boring la. @ least billard still abit more interesting. finish liao we went down smoke and go home. darling acc me take bus! BESTIE him. =)

k ba. i'll jux stop here. tc everyone. bye

bing bing and y y

darling's biggie hand and my hand.

darling.

artisitic lei.

bing en and yy act cute. =X

If you really love someone
Draw a circle around their name, not a heart
Because a heart can be broken
But a circle goes on forever,,,

So deep that it didnt even bleed

And catch me

Off guard, red handed now

Far from lonely

Asleep, I still see you lying next to me

So deep that it didnt even bleed

And catch me, I...

outta the world; empty me*

SENSITIVE, ii am.

hate, hate, and hate,,-.


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i realised that humans are complicated creatures. yesh they have feelings, but they tend to confuse themselves with what they really want. when they have something, they tend to take it for granted and assume that it will be there for them perhaps for as long as they wanna to. but sometimes, things aren't so nicely prepared.

we dream, we assume, we idealise. maybe it's the visuals that over exaggerate our thoughts to sth. i dunnoe. pple said, love is an illusion. probably.

have anyone asked themselves wat's love b4? and do they know the ans? i reckoned the ans is a no. you carn exactly describe a love. it's hard. pple say love is sth like feeling. an addiction towards sth. an attraction that is drawn frm sth. is that so? i dunnoe. there r so many definitions upon that.

but hab anyone thought love as a craving. when euu feel like having it euu have it and euu can continue to have it till euu r sick of it.

that's y, divorcees increase. pple become transexuals. breakups occur so so so damn often.

1 month, 2 months, 3, 4, 5, 6 months of relationship. sum teeny feel like, "WOW, stead so long!" nonsense. that considered long? rewind the time backwards and see wat's really long. to me, there's no everlasting love. though, when pple r in the "honeymoon" phase, they linked themselves to having FOREVER LOVE~ ?? haa. rubbish. but still, i will respect pple of having those illusionalise thinkings. long lasting love does happen, but rarely everlasting love. (:

Importantly, cherish wat we have now and to enjoy the process of love. nbr calculate the quantity but the quality. nbr measure the length of the process but the degree of love euu can possess to the other party.

nevertheless, i wan to tell my baby boi. we'll strive hard for this r/s and truely enjoy the process of love. we learn while we love. (:

[ii LOVE euu, baby. MY ONE and ONLY!]

sian. ccb.

hihi. hmm, so sian. now @ dan dan's hse blogging. lol. todae went ms watch show with jing, ju, and my baby. HAUNTED SCHOOL!! nice show. then after that went bugis interview for pool fusion. heh. will work ard APRIL. haa. hmm, nite shift wor. free must come look for me ar. HAA, then after that sua back to lot. saw david ah han they all.. tok tok awhile then go k box look for bing en and pple. we sang and gamble. but todae suay, lost money. knn. very poor liao lei. aiyoyox..

HMM, adrian view my frenster lei. haa. then i jux left him one testi. take care care. though, break up ler, but hope we r still frens. actually he's not bad de. maybe as fren he'll be nice but as lover? hmm.. maybe no bah to me~ so.. nvm jux hope he tc and find better gal bah..

david oso another funny de. he jux say, wah now my face full of happiness like that cuz with daniel. but i'm really fortunate to hab him as my boi. though @ times he'll be unhappy abt stuffs, but i really will try my best to make him happy. i jux love pple ard me to be happy. and most importantly I LOVE HIM. and of cuz, i'll fufil my promises to him, hope he does too. (:

HAIYO so sian. euu knoe euu knoe. aiya shall stop blogging aldry. and ya btw. GENA, euu dun go think so much, i nbr sae euu'll snatch with me or watever, jux hope that euu'll be happy. and i wish that we wun hab conflicts cuz of this kinda thingy. i believe wat meant to be urs will be urs. and one dae if he choose to leave me and return to ur side, i'll jux accept it and give euu guys my blessings. so.. actually, i'm a very peace person. i dun like this kinda love triangle thingy. it's troublesome. AND I NBR BLAME ANYBODY @ all. euu know. =)

BYEBYE

heh dun euu guys think this pic ish nice. well, it's taken quite long ago by my baby. NICE RITE?! hehe.

haiyoyo, guess wart? ytd quarrel with baby cuz of sum stupid stuffs. he's fierce okie. i tried to control my laughters. dunno y, i jux carn seem to get angry, must gek one lor. but anyway jus let bygones be bygones. now we r fine ler ma. so.. (:

hmm, after that we went k with chachili and sum pple. @ nite went rush. initially was boring, sumhow till the ending it's still alrite. saw sum familiar faces, but doubt they can still rmb me. but i do like that shortie cutie boi. he's nineteen okie. but.. so small size. hab a fun time communicating there ba! (instead of dancing)=P

finally, we went out of that "rush", now named teddy bez. HHAA, so cute rite. lincoln volunteer to bring us home. heh. he pay cab. me went darling's hse. well well, hab a wonderous nite ba.

I LOVE MY BABY daniel.

THIS ish daniel looking after his ginna. OPPX.

hmm.. i read sth frm sumwhr. i supposed she still like him bah. dunnoe lei. jux an intuition.

there's this A gal, B gal and C boiboi. A & C broke off.. and this B came in. and. aiya jux so complicated. like very bad lydat leix. maybe A still loves C, but B oso loves C ar.. then abt this C person? HAA nvm. it's jus rubbish. maybe it's wiser not to go ponder so much n stick to that 1 set of thinking.. if nort, sure gone case. frankly speaking, there r no rite and wrong things, but diff persceptions upon how one looked upon. well.. so..

happy r/s is what i'll like to achieve. but admist of it, there r alot of things to be achieved first before reaching that very end point. i'll strive hard. but on the other hand to me, WHAT MEANT TO BE MINE WILL BE MINE. i wun force things to go my wae. =) take care pple. weets (:

hmm.. went to zoo ytd. LOLX. before that me and y y was playing so hard di siaoing 2 guys. HAHa. XIAO didi la. but darling was pissed. hehe. no next time ler i swear, dear. =)we reached there ard 2 plus lydat. went to see many animals. but sadded to sae. even b4 we start our journey my gastric pain came. SUAYs rite! but after that alrite ler la. but anywae, thought tired we hab an enyjoyable dae. =)




ORANG MUTAN




PIG




YY on fake turtle LOLX




monkey with red pigu.

heh heh. see see. this is my silly boi boi. so ke ai rite. HAHA. hmm. ya anywae he told me lots of things ytd. from how he talks and the wae he relates things i think he seemed rather sincere abt this r/s. but euu nbr know ma correct.

haix.. jus one passer-by tagged me sae.. euu think euu and dan dan will forever mehx.. i jux know him too well ler.. HMMM,, i mean after i read that, alot of ques marks came out. but doesn't matter. like i sae. forever is not the crucial thing. the main thing is we learn to enjoy the process of loving eachother. (:

haix. nowadays keep zuobo. DAMN. so bored lor. jux now zhu ming suddenly call me. i tot ish hu. i was wondering hu gave him my no. and haha.. and now i noe hu ler. LOLX. he's like me so into gambling. called me jux to ask if ytd we got gamble not. "BAI CHI" haa. anywae he's goin lot tonite. see him there bah.

i think i better go prepare to go lot ler. if not ltr mummy come back will niam and niam. CYA pple~

ii miss dan dan TONS.

so long nbr blog ler. hmm.. now wan boliao abit add one post. quite alot of things happened nowadays.. well, i broke off with adrian chan liao. euu know. due to sum reasonx. i mean, it's like maybe we two are @ fault but since it's over then dun mention abt it anymore.

nowadays keep go lot. so boring de neh. keep ton and ton. frankly, i kinda miss last time de life. slack @ cine and go else whr. esp. when there's bike. weeuweet. go whr oso song. recalling the time when i always will take one helmet in my hand. (when i still with derek) HEH but he's MARRIED, well well, all the best to him. hope we'll hab one happy marriage with yee lin. seriously, i no longer hate him. but nevertheless.. =)

hmmm.. last time used to hang out de frens all changed ler. now is those lot pple. i mean interesting and fun @ times. but will BORED de lor. best stay @ home. slp eat watch tv. tio bo.. WAHAH.

anywae. I HAB DAN DAN ler. wahahaha. my beloved wor. i guess DAN DAN will make a good partner. and i choose to believe it. DAN DAN ish mine and i'm his. MUAHAHA. hmm.. boliao la. i think me stop here ler. blog next time. yupyup. goin back lot ltr to go find david they all gamble.. ohhh...

AISEH, sumone spam me sial. he/she shd feel honoured. first one. but i'm not goin to care abt this kinda thingy @ all. i'm jus done wif sum transexual surgery. though still look abit like guy, BUT SPAMMER still sae me bi*tch. omg. i'm a guy in disguise euu know. carn tell meh. eye sight fail la. shd sae i bapok or bastard mah. GONE CASE. SADDED. u hurt a lil boi boi's HART. ohhh.. LOL. but seriously, he/she can jux fark off. boliao come here spam. go home drink ur neh neh curry la. ICECREAM! =D