Written on Wednesday, May 30, 2007 / 3:49 AM




all photos taken with bei de. LOLX. so happy todae. i mean @ least get to spent sum time wif her. time pass quickly with her lor. hmmm waited for she and soh boon to off work then we went back to lot. well saw ning and yy.. slacked with them and rabbit till 1plus then balek kampong ler.
actually dearest sae he coming find me, supposed to gib me surprise.. end up sth cropped up... well it's ok. lol. i understand.. but so swiit of him can. HMMM. ii love euu. dear dear. heh.
ltr 8 plus still hab to go paragon. nb. got app with dr joyce lim. hmm.. think not slping ler. come back ltr then slp. @ nite, maybe goin zouk, cuz yiggie de bd. LOLX. but see first. got khaki then go.. no khaki i think it's better off to stay @ hm rest. =p well.. happy dae. hope everyting will go well and fine. tc peeps.
Written on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 / 4:55 AM

zilian

peiling.. eating lOLX.

zilian again..
lol. today went out with peiling.. hmm.. we went to the central. well, hab a fun time overall.. eventually, dearest come look for us then we sua go tpy.. peiling looking for her fren justin and coincidentally ah boy and xiao ken oso ard.. we went to this pub sit and slack.. i saw kim too. she wrking dere. so long nbr see her ler. well.. enjoyable dae though xiao ken sot sot one.. cuz seh alrdy. drink too much. LOL
Written on Monday, May 28, 2007 / 3:08 PM
ElaineA girl who will never let people bully her.
lolx.. that's wat i saw frm peiling's blog. a link to my bloggie. furnie la her. hmm.. but @ the same time i feel sad for her too. shan't elaborate so much, but i jux wish she'll be happy. sian. now raining. supposed to prepare and go town get my stuffs de. but.. the rain jus make me feel like not goin anywhr. but still.. i thnik i hab to go.
before that i'll go to cck first.. go find dr khoo for sum medicine. then to paragon, find dr joyce lim for my facial stuffs.. then to cine.. then to far east to look for bei joslyn. then balek kampong i think. if not wait till she off work lor.. hmm..
think dearest still slping. msg him no reply. he alrdy slept for like one half dae liao.. i mean sibei gao koon.. very powderful.. hmm.. or perhaps @ nite he go out play dun wan let me know then sae he slping. LOLX. no la. i trust him. =)
well, when can the dumb rain stop. sickening can.. haix, nvm. think i go prepare first ler. tk care peeps. loves.
ps: curse the topid weather.
Written on Saturday, May 26, 2007 / 6:20 PM
hmm.. anywae, todae is sat. so boring can. long nu go town. think shd i go? jus freaking bored can. think i shd jux go out ltr with peiling for movie. but so quite late. ten. HMMM.. think shd be alrite lar. i long time nbr go town ler.. i think i shd go out with liping to walk walk. freaking sian lor.
i beginning to think that this particular person very disgusting. miss here and ther.. yuckz. his impression to me ish getting frm bad to worst.. ekk.. i shan't elaborate much. i mean he thinks that he's like so suave. puke. hmm..
anywae i got alot of thing to buy.. i wanna die my hair brown i wanna perm my hair, i wanna get the pills, i wanna buy tons of clothes.. but nowadays very poor ler la. think when i get back frm msia.. i better fa fen tu qiang find jobbie. =)
well well, boring. think i shd jux stop here ler. tata~
Written on Friday, May 25, 2007 / 1:52 PM
hmm. yup. come blogging again ler. well,, i woke up so early todae. ytd slacked with pei qi, jesper, yuan ci and dar dar. well, pei qi and jesper went hm first followed by yuan ci. so happy to see dear dear ytd. dunnoe y lei. the more i see him the more cute i think he is. so boyish, so hamtaro lookalike. LOLX,, hmm..
ltr goin out with weili. to bugis. john called asking if i wanna meet. so surprised. he so long nbr contact me ler. anywae, after bugis will go far east to look for my precious gal and renee.. then we'll go over to fuchun's bbq. his birthdae euu c.. LOL.
bored bored bored. i realised sth lei. actually, i got enemies oso de. i mean pple hu dislike me. but come to think of that, they like no face to let pple know hu they r. if euu dislike me, i mean it's okie. pple have likes and dislikes. but it'll be nice to put ur big name out when tagging. a form of courtesy perhaps. or if euu really ultra dislike me, den fark off my blog and dun view it. very simple. and ya. reply to the tag by that passer-by.. i totally disgust euu rite.? ha. prob ish, i nbr sae i'm not disgusting ar, that's y probably i disgust euu.. it simply make tons of sense. dun worry, i'm not like others hu will scold and play those spamming thingy. but, u disgusted me more by been real coward enuff not to put ur name. =)
well, think i'll stop here ler. tata,, loves.
Written on Monday, May 21, 2007 / 7:16 PM
hmm. it's so boring. seven plus ler. ytd went to timah with delvin and frens. well, coincidentally, chris cum joseph they all all there. hmm.. hab quite a fun time with joseph and company. so long didn't see him ler.
after that went over to alex house.. lolx. he look so matured can. hmm.. i tot he twenty sth but same age as me. -.- siao siao the company i mixed with ytd 3 of them jc students hor. summore sajc de lei. omg. now then i realised actually jc pple can be happening too. hmmm..
imagine they played mahjong all the wae to 6 and 6 we started to play cards cum drinking. lolx. quite fun la. well well..
todae supposed to go out de.. but i'm so lazy euu know. wanan go out yet.. so so lazy. think i'll jux camp @ hm todae. lydat my parents will be happier too. =)
k ba. stop here ler. tc everyone.
Written on Sunday, May 20, 2007 / 3:23 PM

mr ham. silly hamtaro.
snap shot of him. decided that i shd post it here. LOLX
Written on Thursday, May 17, 2007 / 2:30 AM
bei joslyn.. i wanna tell euu. euu the first person whom i really cherish alot. i mean. as a fren. euu r really nice and trustworthy lor. and.. to me. eu'll always be held as number one lar. okie. dun think that now i nbr meet euu or wat then i like neglect euu lydat. no de lor. i mean. euu r still dear to me. and i really cherished the time spent tgt in the past. hope euu understand. and cuz of the daniel thingy. cum i got wrk last time. reallie seldom got time to meet.. but good ting ish got renee fuchun they all ard to acc euu la. not like me. everydae work work work, see de pple all those siao eh ginna. and those work de pple. jus sianzation onlie lor. how i wish i can revert backk to the past. though it's really bored la slacking @ lot. but. i do enjoy the time.. anywae, fri i meeting bing en @ lot. and i hope thta ltr euu can go out with me oso la. well.. lydat lor~ must work hard oso know ma. hmm.. if i free will cum dwn look for eu de. then sun bian wait for euu off work then go hm tgt nor =)
Written on Friday, May 11, 2007 / 2:24 PM
hmm,, now me @ chris hse.. well, ytd oso. slept all the wae, cuz not feeling well.. supposedly to go out with liping dearie de. but in the end didnt. i think todae i'll camp @ chris's hse. hmm.. study? probably. =) well, so bored. jus now hab sum misunderstanding with dar. i cried. abit lame cuz i seldom cry de. esp. in front of a guy. Nb.. nevertheless we r okie ler. wah now joslyn bei got renee ler nor. lolx. her new darling. but nvm hope she happy can ler. =) shall stop here. tata~
Written on Wednesday, May 09, 2007 / 4:34 AM
heh heh,, nowadays boliao keep blogging. anywae, jux reached hm frm work. sian nor. but bobian. no work no money. gonna find an office job to do ler. better income i guess. anywae, met up with dear dear jux now. he was ard my area that's y. LOLX. summore in his army uniform too!! =X reservist la. ii miss him lots lei. he's jus cute, my sweetie pie. hamtaro. HAMTARO. oppx..
hmm, todae oso not much thing to relate. actually supposed to go chris's hse. but in the end dar dar cancelled it. so didn't go. jasley called and jio me go pubbing too, but got work. and the other chris jio me go 97 too, but was lazy to go. LOLX. many events neh.. thurs maybe goin for a movie with my darling liping. and fri hab to mug hard for my exam. well well, mother's day is comin. but dunnoe wat to buy lei. probably a small cake? lol.
shall stop here ler. tk care peeps.
Written on Monday, May 07, 2007 / 10:41 PM
i LOVE my dear.
well, went paya lebar with rara to get my hair done. quite nice i think. hmm, i supposed my frenswill be shocked upon seeing me. but nevertheless. it's okie. =p
so tired went home duper early todae. well, talked with dear durin the whole journey hm. he's sweet la. euu know. my sweetie boi. MUACKX. i love him.
gtg sleep ler. feeling sick. argh. LOVES.
Written on / 6:04 AM


LOLX. found these pics randomly in my hp.
1st pic ish john. i take de. he used my fone zilian first. -.-
2nd one is steven and john. twins lai de they all. stylo hor. ha.
3rd pic ish the one i love most. took it in zoo. piggy. OPPX.
4th one is scribblings and vandalism which used to hab @ my wrk place. LOLx.
Written on / 5:43 AM
well well, jus got back hm frm work. shag lor todae. nb. cuz the previous dae didn't reallie slp. went g2 then 97 with chu ming, hai gui feng wang, ah boi and liping. well did enjoy ourselves. saw a few cliques @ 97 too.
though, many critiqued 97 but i mean still an alrite place lor. but i seriously hate the live band there. SARK. lolx. awaiting for next weekend though. i'm awaiting. LOLX. endless fun.
ltr goin ms with rara, she go tk pay then negotiate with the boss. then me go paya lebar do hair then maybe head dwn to bugis find john they all. sian nar. haiyo.
jux now was nice nar, went to mr bean's cafe for sum refreshments. i hab tea.. nicey. and jimmy they all ordered sum ice blended stuff.. dunnoe wat izit la. lolx. but it's really very nice of them actually comin down to look for me @ my work place. but,, i'm wondering, how many cars do jimmy hab.. jus stunned. todae he drove dwn one mercs.. -.- and he claimed that he gonna sell it away ler. guys.. and cars.. they r forever so linked. i mean they r jus forever interested in diff types of cars.
me gonna intro liping to them one dae. she likes this kinda type of guys. well, morgan may suits her. i think. not much confidence but can try. well well, nowadays oso hang out with ping rather often. nicey gal though. love her.
AND.. ya. i miss BAOBEI dar dar. very sad de lei. one week see him one time. then eveytime only listen to his voice. bobian nar. i think i gonna kidnap him soon. LOLx. maybe i shd jus shift my everything and go live with him. haa. but anywae, jus really hope our relationship will maintain that wae. i love toking to him. jiao wei partner lai de eh. both entertaining freaks to eachother. he's furnie la.
miss my gfs too, esp. baobei joslyn. miss hanging out with her. but nowadays oso busy, and i told dear dear i wun go dwn lot very often ler. plus, oso no time. well, pple jus shift frm one bunch of frens to the other. that's all i think. close hang outs r jux short lived. like now, me chu ming, hai gui they all hang out quite often too.. cuz of weekend pubbing and clubbing. hu knows, when time goes by, diff patch of frens will jus come in again.
WELL. simply to sae frens come and go. only, those few cherished ones will really stay with eu thru the end. :)
Written on Saturday, May 05, 2007 / 5:04 AM
hoho.. am bloggin again. well jux reached hm not long ago. sian. todae off work quite early. 3 i run ler,, LOLX. actually shd be till five. gonna go timah look for bing en they all de, but baobei dun let. then bobian hab to head hm.. lol
todae so happy, met up with baobei. he came over my place drive me go work. five daes nbr see him ler euu knoe. torturous. well, he really brightened my mood. cutie him. but halfwae thru traffic jam. happy oso, cuz, can spent more time with him. LOVE him lots reallie lots.
well well, oso dunnoe wart to blog ler. ya ltr, i going see movie with hai gui, chu ming, liping, blah blah... then go boat quay then to 97.. i think. hope ltr can see baobei too. I MISS HAMTARO really much.
think i stop here ler. tata. (:
ps: fetish for hamtaro nowadays. =p
Written on Friday, May 04, 2007 / 3:45 AM
i'm looking forward to sat. or maybe ltr. baobei sae he'll fetch me go work. but no promise. LOLX. doesn't matter. once a week of seeing him satisfy me too. and moreover gotta work four times a week. argh. i gonna quit this farking job and change to sth better. LOLX. waitin to get my pay soon soon. AHAH. damn soon. time past so quickly. me and ham tgt almost for 1 wk ler. fast hur.
quick quick. i wanna see him soon. hmm. well, nowadays head damn pain. mood damn bad. SIAN. well, shall stop blogging ler. tata pple.
Written on / 2:36 AM
i was so shocked jux now. sad and pek chek. sum stuff happened. well, my name was tained by this person. he was saying sum farking jiao wei. nb.. nbm. i was hot untill i wanna kill pple. talk oso cannot talk properly. DAMN.
i related eveything to dar. and he tok sense into me. well, perhaps he's rite. i shd jux ignore. mouth is others, y shd i care so much. maybe i didn't hab this kinda thing happenin to me b4, that's y. doesn't matter, all i wanna now ish a peaceful life, and a wonderful r/s with hamtaro. though, nobody knows how this curent r/s will become, but i certainly wanna cherish every single moment and time spent tgt.
surprisingly, i've found another whom i reallie love alot de person. other than derek, mao mao, leon and him, nobody managed to make me love sick till cry. not even daniel make me drop a drop of tear. AND that dae, i cried.. cuz i miss ham ham too much. silly rite. that's how powerful love can be.
i realised i listen alot to him oso. he asked me to stay @ hm then i stay. jux imagine, normally, nite time i'll run out meet frens and stuffs.. now didn't even lor.. just guai guai stay hm. LOLX.
hmm, hope evrything goes well and fine. but, i'm not certain of our future. let God leads ba. no matter wart, i still wanna sae, i love him. jus by looking @ the sight of his bleaming face, it's sufficient. more than enuff.
to that freaking person: let me remind euu again, in case euu didnt notice my tagboard, dun come tag @ my tagboard again. i dun wanna dirty my tagboard with ur nick on it. blame me for having my eyes tained with dirt, carn see properly who is gd and bad. though, we may have different stands or perceptions towards this matter, sum stuffs r still better left unsaid. In case, to create more troubles for euu urself, or the other party.
i cannot even recall our love anymore. dun blame me for this cruelty. it's euu who brought upon it thus causing me to hate euu. i seldom hate pple. but euu? hoho. second one in my life whom i honestly hate.
promises r meant to be broken. euu broke ur promise to me too by wanting to kill urself. let me tell euu this. dun hold too hard on promises. humans r gradually humans. promises will never left to be kept. and if euu wanna sae i run away with another guy? u r more wrong. i was tgt with mr ham after few weeks of brk up with ya. @ that pt of time, i'm considered single. in fact, i hab no fault to have another bf. blame me for being a promise breaker, but not a play gal. cuz i nbr cheat or time euu @ all. MAKE THIS CLEAR, freak. feelings carn be forced. if i no longer hab this tinge of love in euu anymore, no matter wat euu do wun make my hart joined back tgt with urs as one.
Many asked me not to regret after brking with euu, but now, i clearly know. I'LL NBR REGRET my decision to stay far far away frm euu. i've no regrets.
like annabelle, ur ex. y break off suddenly when euu all aldry register for rom? cuz, she finds euu unsuitable. SAME HERE,, same senario. over protective. sensitive. bad temper. watever it is. i dun wanna ever mention anything abt euu anymore.
but still, thanks for the care euu hab showered once. i apologise for my crudity, but..
ur [xia lan-ness] really drives me to write all these.
Written on Thursday, May 03, 2007 / 8:18 AM

viceroy. ARTISTIC huh.
very long nbr blog ler. nowadays happen so much things. well, daniel was beaten up @ boat quay while trying to fend for xiao ken. if i was there, i'll help to shield too. but. so sad.
hmm, that dae, dan scolded me alot of bad bad stuffs too.. cuz heard frm pple is ning kar my jiao wei to daniel de. i was shocked and dulan. i told him to get the facts clear. WELL, i was mad @ ning too, but she told me, she didn't sae anything when he asked abt the love bite thingy. LOLX. well, maybe it was all misunderstanding. JUS wanna tell euu daniel, when i was with euu, i DIDN'T cheat on ur feeling. get this clear. tk good care of urself too. and ning, i wasn't mad @ euu ler. maybe all was jus misunderstanding. =)
past few daes, i was @ serangoon with gordan, hui wen, ham and xiao qiang. those daes were fun. we slacked in gordan's hse for more than 24 hrs.. can euu imagine that?? HAHa. anywae, it's really so memorable. how i wished time will jux stop there. i miss HUI WEN. she's sweet. and we did sth so fun tgt too, with gordan. cuz huiwen dragged gordan inside. lolx. we were illusioning going jb tgt.. and i was driving. summore drove like initial D lydat, like how ham drives. LOLX,, so funny can.
xiao qiang and mr ham was like complaining, me and wen very kaobei, shouting to each other. our voices almost devoured the sound of the techno music. ANYWAE, it's jux fun. haha. but sad sad. fun time always past so quickly, time flies and gordan hab to go back camp. while me, xiao qiang and mr ham hab to go work.
i rmbed that dae when we went to work was on tues. i was so freaking stoned. dun feel like working @ all. but still managed to pass thru the ordeal. hmmm,, hope time can rewind.
wen and gordan so funnie lor. loving couple. always kaobei eachother. but can see that gordan loves her LOTS. well, when will be it be my turn to "torture" mr ham. LOLX. he'll definatedly kill me. he carn take this kinda nonsense. but he oso sayang me quite alot lar. WELL,, boring. I'M still freaking not asleep yet. POWER rite. lolx. ltr still hab to meet john go song ka. wondering wart time i'll wakie.
Mr ham oso furnie. call me ler sae bye liao, call again. then call again. he's jus trying to check on me whether i'm asleep nort. and the lamest part ish, he asked me to cross the road with care. cuz i goin yew tee bank cheque ma.. ha but i was like.. ??? wat the hell,, lolx. then he said i always stone stone de. ltr kenna accident. caring of him ya. dun worry dearest mr ham, i'll tc of myself. on the other hand, euu shd be the one taking good care of urself. wakie so early to work, then @ nite still need to flip thru those project stuffs to read. 2 YEARS project. jus imagine. hope he'll be fine and well. =D
AND importantly, my baobei joslyn. I MISS HER la. nabei, nowadays she keep go lot liao lor. no time meet me oso. cuz each got each de things to do. well, i've to meet her soon. of cuz, i'll wanna meet my wen, gordan, ham and company.. oh ya, xiao qiang was asking to bring y y along on sat too if we meeting gordan and company. CUZ he misses her. lolx. hmmm,, think i'll stop here ler bah.
ps: [i miss hamtaro tons. MUACKX.]