lols. felt boliao then stated taking pic outside my office while smoking.. hmm.. days passed very fast.. now alrdy sat liao.. and ya.. MON i'm working again.. dealing with those stupid debtors.. use electricity then dun wan pay. sickening. then sum act like we owe them lydat de.. for goodness sake pls wake up!!! PAY WAT EUU USED.. irritating. sumtimes i jus felt like scolding them.. but wat's the pt.. end up ltr kenna complain then no good. lols.

but charles.. my 9th floor colleague he's still always so cute.. imagine he told the customer.. "dun come beg me, u wan beg, go beg ur boss.." lols. cuz that person no money to pay ma, haiyo.. hmm.. daring him.

boring siol.. leslie jio to meet @ town.. but dunno lei.. sian.. hab to go town again.. argh! ah boi jio go bugis.. but oso far. see how first ba. anywae,, hmm.. i think i ought to enjoy myself b4 mon comes again. lol. work ish so tiring. but still hab to strive on. $$$ lols

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hmm,, so bored. slept all the way, well, i'm wondering am i a pig or i'm jus plain fatigue.. damn. been staying @ hm all this while.. abit unlike me.. but jus bored and lazy to get outta the house. sumhow, i got the craving to go out.. but.. no whr to go lar.. still have to prepare myself and stuff.. nah. think better not. well well.. tml wrking again. good. @ least keep me occupied. i love working. opps..

HAIS,, ii miss him. so much. so rite now, i am single and available ya? argh.. but everything jus feel and seem like the same. not much change.

he used to be my beloved hamtaro.

bei did the combination pics de.. lols nice ya. (:

hehe.. good tml fri liao. work then sat and sun no need work.. so shag siol.. hmm.. took a test jus now.. a test set by my manager.. anywae, i hope i can get high marks for that, so i can cont to stay @ the 9th level.. @ least very click with all my colleagues there.. got fun got laughters.. lols. esp. that jun hao. argh. he so irritating sumtime can. purposely act like never hear me tok lydat.. he very wart siol.. only treat me lydat.. initially he was like wow so nice.. after that.. hmm.. lols. and alays di di siao siao ard. but not bad now driving lancer. his hard saved money.. $10 000 dwn payment siol.. by ownself lei. lols. hw i wish i can be like him...
(day dreaming) :p


met up with ah boi and xiao bai aft work.. HE came to look for me too.. slacked ard and chic chat.. saw ah gan too, now then i know he wrk @ amk.. lols. HE went to find ah gan to tok awhile abt hp thingy la, then we went amk hub walk walk. saw amanda.. she wrking amk todae, sumhow still look as swiit... (:


after that HE sent me all the wae hm.. pretty nice of him.. summore quite good to me oso.. ask me cig enuff to smoke not.. wan to drink not.. offer help me carry bag and stuff.. so swiit rite.. but.. sumhow, jdr is still in my mind.. i asked ah boi to call him ask if he got go chalet nort.. but sad to sae.. he may not b goin.. cuz work? or maybe an excuse only lor.. hai nvm.. maybe pple alrdy got galfren liao.. summore msn still put so big, "work work focused on work but nort neglect euu.." ARGh. bek chek. haha.. doesn't matter, as long as he happy can liao lor.. able to @ least have memories with him, i'm very satisfied alrdy. though things may not turn out to be wart i wan, but got choice meh.. ha. i know i can still survive well w/o him.


sian.. listen to tat song "bu gu yi qie de ai" make me tot of him.. i still rmbed last time he recorded his singing and sent it to me.. so nice so swiit. sumhow jus carn get everything off my mind. even when work oso will think abit. he msged me this morning saying he carn slp @ nite.. but i sacarsticly replied.. "lols how come.." then he replied, "nvm". sadded. maybe i shd jus tok nicely hor.. but y be so nice.. i mean even if we r back again, i know the r/s wun last oso.. unless he's willing to commit. but i know. it's impossible. or perhaps like i sae.. he already got gf... hu knows. ): nbm nbm shan't tok abt him ler.


tml ah boi's bd. open chalet @ dwn town.. justin oso.. @ dwntown.. john oso.. but celebrate diff place. hmm.. too bad carn attend john's celebration cuz alrdy promise ah boi liao.. anywae HAPPY BD TO THE 3 of euu~! (: sat oso got chalet.. HE asked if i wanna go dwn. rotti sao baby one month old.. haha. (mianbao's wifey.) hmm.. so many thing on.. tired la. hais. anywae think i gonna stop here ler. tc pple. (: tml still got wrk. sian. lols.

Me with bei. love her tons.

PRECIOUS bei and me (: sweets.

Been working nowadays,, still not bad.. @ least i kept myself busy, @ least i dun think so much.. though, i dun feel so terrible as compared to the past, but, sumhow there're still shadows of thoughts lingering ard. finally, i'm done with the farking r/s.. i saw thru how he's like. 2 words. irresponsible and unreliable. perhaps i'm really blind @ that time. to me, i tot he was an angel a gentleman. lols. i'm wrong, very wrong. he tried to pacify me with swiit nothing, that he still love me alot blah blah.. but. i know.. those were comforting words, sweet sweet talkings.

i wanna imagine him as a total jerk but i could not. his impression to me is still nice. perhaps, i really put too much of my "hart" into this r/s. hmm.. jus wondering, when will i ever fall deeply like this again..

ii thought of the many things. the things he said, once said. ii thought things will get stable. i can stable dwn with him. very upset to sae, there's no such thing like a stable r/s. rubbish. too hurt and tired to be engaged in a really "real" r/s.. pple come and go, yet i carn bear the things we once shared to disappear.. but reality is still cruel. no choice but to accept the very fact.

everything may seemed to be leadin fine & well, but.. that feeling sark. (: i knew very well dat both of us hab lost that kinda "strong attraction" for eachother ler ba.. but but but,, jus carn bear to.. ha..

it's so easy to get a bf.. so so easy. but now i deem them as pple hu got ill intentions.. lols. jus recently, my this very good fren was sharing with me how guys actually think. it's interesting, and it jus make me think that guys r complete SLUT. sluttier than gals. definitely. hmm.. shan't think too much i guess.. let bygones be bygones. one dae, i might jus meet my mr right. if he really does cherish me so much, i promise, i'll do my every best as his gal. (: cuz' i jus wanna sumthing simple, lovely yet stable.

to HIM: guess we're really not meant to be as ONE. since euu dunno how to cherish my love, i shall give up completely. i've did wart i could do for euu,, even if we gt back tgt, i know history will repeat itself over and over again.. maybe sumdae dwn the road, euu'll realise how much i've done and love euu..

they came and i was stunned.
jus look @ her bf.. OMG

lols he jus look like sum character frm ffx..

malaysian summore.. hmm..(look more like taiwanese)
i mean does this kinda guy still exist?? his face jus looks perfect,,
HOHO!

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back there.. everybody seemed/was tired & restless.. sum of them dunno run whr dating, the rest all went upstairs to rest ler.. jus look @ micheal's constipating face & euu'll realise how tired he was.. but surprisingly fairuz can still smile despite not slping for e whole nite.. lols..

morning came.. jing needa rushed back to camp, yuyu need to rush his project.. and me.. wanna rush hm slp. lols. so the 3 of us took cab back and ya.. HOME SWEET HOME!

but poor marg,

ltr 12 still hab to work.. so bobian carn leave with us.. hmm..

Though the chalet lacks of captivity and fun, it sumhow created a chance for we old frens to gather ard interact/catch up with our current life and stuffs.. more than 5 years of frenships we hab maintained.. we r still as good as ever.. hope our frenship will cont to go on getting better.. &last but not least.. euu guys rox,,(SMAC gang)

& once again.. thanks JUDY for the wonderful chalet. lols. happy belated bd! hugs.

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