zilian when having my smoke break.. back to work again. sian. HAa.. anywae, nth much to upload.. jus feel low morale these few daes. tata everyone.

EUU hurt me so much by telling me that.

well, so sad.. nowadays happened alot of things. like i always tell pple, this week sark. it really sark..

thought of him yet again. whenever it happens, my hart will jus dampen so much.. i saw the msg he sent me.. it jus sounds so negative.. tears jus uncontrollably rolled down. it's very very hard to bring him out of my mind.. really so hard.

though many things happened b/w us b4.. i still love him so much. i still yearn to do so many things with him. i'll nvr forget our first meeting, our memories and everything.. he's too precious and treasured to me.. no matter wart, i really wish he's always happy and fine. that's all i wish.
really..

ps: euu r ALWAYS my beloved hamtaro.
no matter wart, keep ur promise. ii love euuu.

AVIATION - you were my everything
[A very pretty and meaningful song..]

Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know

Just listen…
You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

[chorus again]