i must cherish wat i have now and dun pin too much hope.. MERRY XMAS and a happy new yr!
(:

ps: boi, i wish euu all the best. no matter if u r really telling the truth now or watever, it doesn't matter.. u told me to rmb our promises, of cuz i will.. and i wish u a happy marriage and a cute baby k.. (: hope when u r inside, we will still keep in touch till u finally come out.. precious always.

hmm.. so bored.. i tot of him again.. while reading my previous entries, tears roll down again. memories are still there certainly.. but he's getting married soon.. time really flies.. christmas coming soon and 2008 as well.. i dunno if life is getting on well for me? to me it's still alrite.. perhaps, i'm already numb to this freaking life.. so meaningless meaningless..

hais.. my precious is in camp now, leaving me alone outside.. really bored. LOLs!!! argh. boring la. actually he oso not bad.. treat me rather well i supposed, hope we can last ba. (:

sian.. now @ limbang play lan.. eewin and grace play audition, jun qiang they all play dota. so sian siol.. hmmm... then i blogging here. sian! anywae.. heard alot of rumours abt him... shd i believe him again? suddenly i felt that it's hard to trust.. cuz i'm jus afraid to get hurt again..

i enjoyed now de life.. slacking with my sisters and bros zuobo-ing. lols. though abit lame but carefree.. slp wake up go out relac.. hmmm.... (:

hais.. dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nvm. gtg ler. tc peeps.

my love my fate.. who who who shd i choose? dunnoe no idea. boring. ytd go timah with bei, yuan qing, jun zhang, edlwin, pei pei blah blah.. saw the farking bitch miow ling. yuckz. gan with her, but she jitao no response. hum lor. omg. dunnoe y sg still got this kinda gal.. nvm.. then after which we went back yew tee.. go wei song hse celebrate his bd.. twenty years old le.. HAPPY BD!! (:

then then we went to limbang play dota.. lols. me still like noob siol. have to train harder.. esp the farmin part.. abit hard to last hit those bubu.. lol. hab a great time ytd though..

now rainin ler.. dunno go whr good oso.. perhaps ltr goin out with yang.. see how bah. OH YA, btw, thanks so much bei tu. u r really a very nice guy.. fancy bringin umbrella down knowing that we might be drenched after our lan gaming. THANKS SO MUCH! (:

i'm tired. really tired.. again and again...

so wat if i'm nice to the person.. does he know how to appreciate me.. one time two time.. knn.. wat the hell is wrong. my temper is no good i admit. but.. if u dun make me i wun make u.. if u r good to me. i'll be equally nice to u.. i jus hope things will stable down.. i oso dunno wat i wan le.. they jus drive me to the extreme..

if i can, i hope to get concussion and lose my memory forever.. sounds like i'm running away frm the probs rite? bobian. nth can drive me down but things that associate with feelings.. i'm jus so sensitive abt FEELINGS.. regardless frens, bgr, or family. i totally have been defeated by it. serious. i admit defeat. it's easy to trust.. but it isn't easy to get outta an entangled emotions..

pls, stay away frm me if u r gonna hurt me. i jus dun wanna seem like a fool again and again.
sorry again, but i have to go. tc.