不想懂得

当世界不知不觉的变冷
有时候我怀念以前的我
做的梦虽然远远的
想象是一种快乐

拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里承受
心开始曲折

我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么

我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是符合　
我想照顾就是幸福的

我愿意一秒钟放弃全宇宙
挤在只有我们紧靠的小星球

chen yi ru, 辰亦儒. my dream lover.
ai si ta ler.. OMG~! ;p





wu zun,,







fei lun hai~

gal and boi.

dun try to be 2 sided. i'll be nice if u r nice to me, if not...

wat a boring dae today... went bq last nite with bei, edwin and bei tu. chris very good.. gave us almost 3 jug free.. then we only pay for 2 jugs.. well well.. then went home after that. i slept all the wae during the journey hm. too tired. haa..

na was in lock up few days b4... now out ler. but think he gonna go sit soon.. hmmm... hope things go fine for him. and he promise he'll write letter to me.

anyway, ltr gonna meet peiling @ bbdc. she taking bike prac. lols. she keep complain this and that... poor her.. but thought of bike prac it really sark kinda lots. i very long time nvr go ler. think rusty liao my skills. ;p

tml i going to sign contract with mitsui pheno ler.. 1 yr contract. hope things go well too.. okie. think i stop here ler. cya pple.

i hate bird head. fark up attitude. dun wanna care anymore. jus wanna conc on my jobbie. hee gonna start work soon, i gonna carve out a new route to a new career into chemical line(though i ain't doin chem stuffs specifically). but... (:

hmm.. guys. doesn't matter anymore, as long as i have my good few frens.. my sisters and bros. if he wanna cherish me then it's good. if not then forget it. i'm already been nice to him and try to compromise as much as i can. so...

anywae i'm in a happy mood. so happy. new job = new dreams = new goals. my way to jurong island. thumbs up.

i love bird head. i think i've alrdy gotten over him. 6 mths to be exact. time flies but things seemed like it happened jus ytd. LOL. but nvm. i already got bird head. i love him. and swear he'll be the one and only. (:

I MISS BOY!! i really miss him. i dunnoe how to survive without him for the next five days.. for the past mth, i'm always with him. have fun with him, disiao siao eachother. we have fun, have sadness, have madness.. everything.. simply i'm beginning to think that he's part of my life.

na today ROM. he asked me over for the after ROM celebration.. well end up i didn't go.. lols.. anywae. congrats to him. HE'S MARRIED finally :(

hais tml go interview then go look for shun chang exchange back bee's clothings and his. troublesome. still have to check 4d for boi!!!!! 4D forever. yucks.

anywae, nth to blog abt ler. peeps tc.

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what humans can imagine,
the more it clears the more
i have to let you go. . .

I'M USELESS. wth.

oso dunnoe wart kinda life i wanna.

i feel like hanging out and enjoy.

i dun feel like working.

i dun feel like been controlled anymore.

i miss the past.

miss the life we once had.

those carefree moments..

those playing moments.

now everything changes, it's no longer like what it is..

i can no longer have,,,

i want it back, i really feel like having it back.

你笑著說他是朋友 但你眼中太溫柔
我的不安那麼沉重 只有你不懂
他霸佔了你的心中 屬於我的角落
所以你說我們 不是你和我

是我想太多 你總這樣說
但你確沒有 真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也這樣說
這是為了 安慰我的理由

OH``

他霸佔了你的心中 屬於我的角落
所以你說我們 不是你和我

是我想太多 你總這樣說
但你確沒有 真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也這樣說
這是為了 安慰我的理由

我想我沒有 錯怪了什麼
雖然你不說 都是錯在我
太軟弱太多 愛的你太多

OH``

是我想太多 你總這樣說
但你確沒有 真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也這樣說
這是為了 安慰我的理由,,,