disappointment disappointment disappointment. i hate pple to lie/hide things frm me. esp, when that person is sumbody really beloved. it really tarnish the trust build previously. I tot he would be a nice husband good hubby, but. guys r always guys. they r like rotten egg, just like dogs who cannot change the habit to eat shit. during the whole damn period, i dun lie @ where i am. but y that person choose to hide and sneak out. and get into unneccessary trouble. y.

to him: GILL HATES YOU, dun make me do things that will disappoint u oso. BIG LIAR!

that's y i say, single is best.

feeling freaking bored and sleepy again. wth. i really got nth to do.. even surfing of net. i'm sick of it. there isn't much things i can do though. dun uds wat's the purpose of hiring me. but the good thing is i'm paid to come slack ard. on the other hand, it's driving me mad. sumhow or rather.

feel like finding a spot to hide and sleep. but.. wher to find. sian~! how i wish i can jus head hm and nap. really tired. dunnoe y nowdays sleep so early le, morning still felt lethargic. whole body no energy. yark.

i dun feel happy. dunno y.. things just seemed plain and stagnant all of a sudden. i hate working, i hate everything. the happiness protrait may not be as realistic as it is. but very sad to say, that is a route of the human race and still have to follow.